Too Much

Never really spoke too much,
Never really heard too much,
Never really saw too much,
But here I am thinking.

Never really looked too much,
Never really focused too much,
Never really judged too much,
But here I am caring.

Never really strayed too much,
Never really rebelled too much,
Never really refuted too much,
But here I am failing.

Thought this was transparent
But now, its all really blurry…